Sunday, December 30, 2012

Interest-Losing.

Do you realize there are times in life that we lost interests with something that we usually love or like doing it. We don't mean to be like that, but one thing to another, it just the way it is. 

For example, it's almost already new year, I remember how I was really into waiting it a few years before. Because new year only comes once a year and absolutely because in a count of days after new year I'll be another years older. (January, 5th, Hehehe Happy Birthday Jess.) I could go to the market and pick every fireworks and squib I like. Go around the city, visit my big family, blow a trumpet, burn the squib with my brother and sister and the most wonderful moment is watching fireworks on the night sky. I enjoy every moment all the way it goes. I used to stay up late against boring time and sleepy eyes just because I don't wanna miss new year's eve celebrations. But now I think I have lost my interest in it. Well, not all, just some part of it.
 Another example is aerobics, I usually did aerobics at leasts twice a month, hehe. Actually I learnt about aerobics when I was on my last year at elementary school but it has becomes my routines since junior high school years and I still love doin' it till my second year at senior high school I guess. To me, aerobics is not always about gymnastic movements but more about health. Aerobics is the only kind of sports that I can do every time I want and I have an aerobics dvd from my pal. After my second year at high school over, I lost my appetite in it. Besides that, an accident that broke my heart that day(about aerobics groups for aerobics practice) + my aerobics dvd wasn't able to used anymore makes this situations more bad. Bad, but still, when I see aerobics movements, I do still have the love for it, just not as big as before. Another kind of interest-losing, perhaps.

Well, it just two examples of what happening to me in the current of time. It makes me realize that we do relly lost interests for a few things in life. I lost my interests for almost all holidays. Yap I know holidays are time to relaxing our minds and body, but only if it filled by pleasing activity of course. And the fact, as I grow up, my holidays kebanyakan boringnya, mpas!. Remember when we were little, we're eager and got very enthusiast about it. How about now? Not really into it? We don't feel those holiday spirit, do we? Is it because all the routinity so- called socializing, or work? Is it normal because we're growing up? Or are those things are just not really interesting anymore?
Well again, some people find new things that interests their life. And that's good, lose some and get some. But most important of all, we are the one who choose to lose interests in all of 'em. We got bored of all those things we used to love. We always find reason to leave them behind. From small reasons to the big ones. And sometimes I kinda missing all those things.

  • I never lost interest in swimming.
  • I never lost interest of travelling. I hope someday I could go to the top of a mountain, again.
  • I never lost interest in knowing something new.
  • I never lost interest of kepo-ing all about "Him"
Quote:
"No one could loses anything because no one really owns anything."