Fed-up.

I am home, just now. And I hate hating this hate feeling. I don't want to pour my heart with bad feelings and other negative things. I do want to throw every lil bad in me. This situation keeps pressing me. No one cares about what grows inside me. I am fed-up. If only I could go to somewhere :(
That guy on GO, is so disgusting as always, and today he is thousand times more disgusting than usually. I was doing my test, and I hate it when he take a sit right besides me and keep disturbing me by trying to make convo with me. He keeps talking with iewh voice. Crap! Why must me? Why don't he sit on another chairs. so many empty chairs in that class. Bad luck.
When I got home, I feel like want to explode. My mom told me about where the college that inevitably I couldn't say no. I am sick. Conversation about college always end up with my heart tore.
All I just wanna say is I hate my day. My day just lil by lil becomes worse and worse and I don't know whether it will stops either at worst point or better point.

No handphone, still.

It’s been a year, without handphone. After December, 2011, I lost my phone. My 3^rd. Sometimes, I hate myself and don’t get why I could be this clumsy. 2012 already almost touch the finish line. A year, and I haven’t had new phone yet. Huh yasudahlah. Ikhlas sajalah.

Bye Phone. Sorry.

11.12.11

bye my phone, sorry I couldn't keep you well. so many memories we have made together and you saved it all for me. but how stupid, I lost you. I lost all the memories. I lost my lofly phone number:'' wondering if you miss me. wondering if you miss my hand to touch you. take care, myphone.

Whatapity... Oh my eyes.

2daysago.... all students of 8 shs were breakfasting together at school
but the situation kinda different. less....... ya pokoknya less!
tapi bukan acaranya yang mau gua omongin saat ini. melainkan gua! iya.. gua!

di event-event kaya gini banyak banget phototaker berkeliaran.
berhubung gua termasuk dalam kategori 'jarang foto', moment-moment kaya gini betul-betul pas untuk tipe cewek kaya gua ;)
it sounds good sih sebetulnya (bagi gua) tapi masalahnya kondisi muka betul-betul gak oke!
why? MATAAAA GUE! MATA SEBELAH KANAN GUE! BERNODA! LUKA!
itu betul-betul merusak pemandangan banget. liat aja coba:

CRAP!

Old Convo.

just log in on facebook & checking old conversations. berhubung facebook release new fitur. automatically saving all the conv, so its easier 4me to nostalgia-ing. Hhh....
suddenly.. old conv between me&him appears on da screen. & there's pieces of song lyric. AAAAh miss it so fuckin much! :'(

Every step you take

Every word you say

And every game you play

I'll be watching you'

Cause my love for you 

forever....

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Cause my love for you

 forever, forever, forever, forever

Forever...

KRONIS day eveeeeeer! huh

Senin, 11 juli 2011: Hari ini adalah hari pertama gua sekolah. Yap kelas baru (science3) temen baru. Tapi hari ini bener-bener menyedihkan. Entahlah gua ngerasa hari ini bener-bener buruk! Hell!

Pertama, upacara pagi-pagi dan gua langsung dibentak sama mr.dauf, ah bener bener opening yang ancur banget di hari ini. otomatis mood rusak total!

Kedua, saat lagi upacara gua baru sadar kalau ternyata gua pake rok lama gua yang bolong, entahlah pedahal sebelum gua pake rok, gua udah bener-bener cek kalau rok yang gua pake bukan rok yang bolong. Tapi mungkin emang hari ini hari sial gua jadi yang gua pake malah rok bolong & yang paling bikin gua frustasi, ada yang bilang (entah siapa gua lupa) ‘jes lu ya ampun hari pertama masuk sekolah pake rok bolong’ anjriiiiiiiit kepercayaan diri langsung turun 99,9% setelah itu huh

Ketiga, gua pake tas merah yg mirip sama nurul (temen sekelas waktu kelas X). terus kenapa kalo mirip? Ya gua gamau laaah dibilang mirip. Entahlah tapi gua ga seneng aja gua dibilang mirip sama nurul tapi mungkin kalau gua dibilang mirip sama artis gua bakal seneng. Nah amsalahnya nurul itu bukan artis. Dulu waktu kelas X gua dibilang mirip sama dia karena model rambut gua sama nurul sama. Huh. ‘jes gue kira yg td jalan bareng disty itu nurul, taunya elo’ ‘jes lo apaansih pake tas merah kaya nurul’ ‘dih jessy tasnya samaan kaya nurul’ ‘dari tadi gua kira lo itu nurul jes, lagian lu pake tas kaya nurul’ anjriiiiiiiiit ke-oke-an turun 99,9%

Keempat, hari ini gua ke lippo, niat mau nonton SKUT (Surat Kecil Untuk Tuhan) *bagian ini juga punya cerita sendiri*. Lu bayangin:

Baju putih abu-abu + rok bolong + tas nurul >> lippo

Ke-kece-an turun 100% anjriiiiiiiiiiiiit!

Hari ini menyedihkan banget… ‘KRONIS’ bisa dibilang gitu…

Nyampe dirumah gua langsung taro rok bolong itu di tempat baju gak kepake dan tas ditempat terpisah supaya menghindari ke-KRONIS-an ini terulang kembali

Gak lagi lagi deh gua kaya gini. Memalukan!