2012 getting closer.

yah. cant stop imagining. what will happens on 2010. cant waittttttt
2011. so many things happened. live. love. etc. indeed, unforgetable.
#long distance relationship. ends
#having 3weeks relationship
#back to my ex
#lost my phone (Ive wasted 2,5million rupiahs only for 2months)-just like what my mom said- :''
#hurting someone's heart
#etc

shawnnnn \m/

Without You

Can’t erase, so I’ll take blame
But I can’t accept that we were strange
without you, without you

Take A Look.

˙ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ʇuǝɹǝɟɟıp ɐ ɯoɹɟ ǝɟıl ʇɐ ʞool oʇ ǝʌɐɥ noʎ sǝɯıʇǝɯos

Bye Phone. Sorry.

11.12.11

bye my phone, sorry I couldn't keep you well. so many memories we have made together and you saved it all for me. but how stupid, I lost you. I lost all the memories. I lost my lofly phone number:'' wondering if you miss me. wondering if you miss my hand to touch you. take care, myphone.

Bye.

Maybe we should stop seeing each other

Break all the contact

and become complete strangers 

December, 1st 2011, our relationship ends.

Congrats XIsci3 \( ' , ' )/

WE ARE THE CHAMPION!

Champion! #8thgeneration.

Sunday, November 30th 2011, one of great day on november. ya. all of 8shs 8th generation lost their patience. cant wait to watch the final match of delta pussel event. XIscience3 vs XIIsocial2. the competition runs very exciting. cheersup dozens pairs of eyes. almost all of 8th generation watching the final match. AAA such a real final. supportive, active. even there's a lil unworthy incident that made all of supporter got pissed huhuhqq. Finally, XIsci3 succeed on 'pussel' as a real champion. delight atmosphere. glory. happiness. ya! 1st! we are on the top.

GLOOOORYYYYY..... DELTA 8TH GENERATION

and XIsocial1. 3rd!

#tetapsemangat #yangpentingmenang #glory #8thgeneration #XIscience3 #XIsocial1

Hello November.

#GodJobScience3!Iheartya!
well, feeling very proud to be at this point. especially 'pussel team'. we have been through this "pussel event" so farl. finalllllls! huh hah huh. dont give up borrr. going to the topppp. ya.

one of the supporter:)

#Another Specythingy today

hahaha never imagine abt this. ululu was born, new couple on lafly novembie 'FM-AJI' AAAAA! congrats.. setelah sekian lama menjomblo, dan sering dicengin jomblo sejati hingga akhir jaman. akhirnya mereka mengubah nasib mereka ;') once again... congrats!♥

novembercinta:D

#Miserablethingy

why? ha-ha-ha causes by fm-aji.. when aji telling abt his feeling in da crowdlocts, while everyone shout "te-ri-ma" huaaaaa that moment totally wholly entirely succesfully made me remembering about "a moment" year ago. Right after semi-finel pussel. aaaaaa kadangan bete ingetnye,

HA-HA-HA :''''''

XIscience3.

at first, I kinda dislike to be in XI science 3 class. maybe because I dont know well abt my new classmates except extreme~ huh. but as time goes by, I feel kinda comfieeee. loooove<3

#SMAN 8 TANGERANG

White Rose ✿

am I the only one who can't be disturbed when surfing the internet? I've a little story.. kinda sweet I think. :*)
do you ever feel like you're flying on the sky? flying high up through the atmosphere? I just feel it all righnow I'm typing this while a big big super big(I think) smile tugging on my face. HAHAHA b'cos of someone who made me feel like I'm special (even I dunno if Im really special for him or not).
the way he made me feel like this is sooooo preeeety cute.

I was in front of my laptop, surfing internet, watching films, doing tasks. and as usual, I forgot about my hp.then I saw the red light/LED blink-ing on my phone. asap I check my bbm chat list. I saw his name on my screen with "ping!!!" as his chat that he had sent to me. I opened his chat and aaaa got surprised! shocked!

-jesss. I was right on the side of your home.- 

hoah what the heaven! is it a joke? aaaa hurriedly I took a key gate of my home and asaply unlock-ing the gate. I saw nothing-_-" he has gone? really? I took a look to the right first and got nothing! then, when I took a look to the left..... TADAAAAAAA! I saw him standing right beside his motorcycle. and he took a walk to me. wahaaaa of course I got nervous. then he gave me a white rose.
white rose! AAAAh melted. then he just said "I gotta go home rightnow". Im speeeeeechlesss then he gone.

*I met him, 30mins after he said that he was right on the side of my home. thats means that he had been waiting for 30mins* 

drama OH drama.

getting crazy bcs of dramastuff -indonesiantsk-
hhhh dramatext that we have made before is toooo flat :( now we think hardly to make a new one-withmygroupofcourse-

SUXXXXX!

do you ever hear a song then your heart randomly whisper:

 "omfg,that song really really so fvkin damn what I feel rightnow" or "ohGod... he must hear this song&realize, this song lyric is totally 4him" 

aaaaaaargh!! this shit felling hits me! drowning me down to the strange feeling. dunno what 2do&dont understand what Ive done :( now, its always happens whenever I hear a song from BP&F2B "em htiw ton" -@#%?!(*$-

duh-fun 34&friends :***

nothing is more fun than spendin' all day looooong with friends. just like what Ive done with 34&friends. spent our time at dofun.. why does the time goes by quickly??! huh

LOVE 34 SO MUCHHH :* KISS

CC

we were taking some photos.. taken by diva's mcB in da freee time. here some photos of us!!

Quote Of The Day.

"seburuk-buruknya tindakan orang tua dimata lo, orang tua lo pasti punya pemikiran jauh melebihi apa yang ada difikiran lo, dan setiap orang tua itu pasti sayang sama anaknya"

RandomQuestions!

1. is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
- yap.
2. what would your parents have named you if you were born the opposite sex?
- I never asked
3. do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
- yap
4. rent a movie or go to movies?
- go to movies
5. are you good at hiding your feelings?
- yap. sometimes
6. who do you want to kiss?
- my true love
7. how did you feel when you woke up today?
- hoam... still sleepy
8. how long does it take you in the shower?
- 25'
9. if you could change your eyes color, what would you change it to?
- brown
10. if you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be?
- french
11. are you proud of the person you've become?
- not really
12. could you go the rest of your life without smoking weed?
- yap. I hate cigarettes
13. has anyone said they love you in the last week?
- nope. ha. kinda pathetic
14. what are your plans for tomorrow?
- nothing
15. have you ever broken someone's heart?
- yap. sorry :(
16. how fast does your mood change?
- in a blink
17.do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
- yaaaa, miss it sooo mucccch!
18. are you a heart breaker?
- HAHA! yap I am
19. who can make you feel better in a difficult situation?
-my God
20. what are you doing right now?
-typing

Random 23 :>

I know.yap fix this tweet..... supposed to me. tapi buat gua atau pun bukan bodo amat deh. gua cuma mau ngasih apa ya, hm mungkin tanggapan kali ya.

"Amin, iya ge iya, gua selalu ngedoain lo kok. semoga lo jadi orang yang sukses ya kelak, InsyaAllah jauh lebih sukses, jadi apa yang lo mau, dan punya pendamping hidup yang lebih-lebih deh dari wanita wanita yang pernah masuk di kehidupan lo saat ini. sukses ya. 

keep spirit. jangan lupa ikhtiar ya ge.

iya mungkin gua nyesek kalau saat dimana lo lebih sukses itu tiba, nyesek banget ya.

tapi gua percaya kok, apa yang terjadi sama gua itu emang udah takdirnya kaya gitu.

gua harus ikhlas lah sama apa yang terjadi sama gua

soal nyesek.... itu resiko, setiap pilihan pasti ada resikonya"

actually... its not a matter. apakah nanti cowo yang gua pilih itu sukses atau engga. ya even.. succesfulman is a priority of my choice. but besides that, yang paling gua fikirin cuma 'myself'. gue harus sukses nantinya.

thanks

♥tegroF t'onD

'HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEMI LOVE' onTrending Topics WW.right time 2 share one of demi song. 'don't forget' really love that song lyric, aaaaaaah so touchy. :')

Whatapity... Oh my eyes.

2daysago.... all students of 8 shs were breakfasting together at school
but the situation kinda different. less....... ya pokoknya less!
tapi bukan acaranya yang mau gua omongin saat ini. melainkan gua! iya.. gua!

di event-event kaya gini banyak banget phototaker berkeliaran.
berhubung gua termasuk dalam kategori 'jarang foto', moment-moment kaya gini betul-betul pas untuk tipe cewek kaya gua ;)
it sounds good sih sebetulnya (bagi gua) tapi masalahnya kondisi muka betul-betul gak oke!
why? MATAAAA GUE! MATA SEBELAH KANAN GUE! BERNODA! LUKA!
itu betul-betul merusak pemandangan banget. liat aja coba:

CRAP!

Bring Your Own Sunshine

wherever you go, no matter what weather, always bring 

your own sunshine♥

Muhammad Ali.

"The day I met Islam, I found a power within myself that no man could destroy or take away. When I first walked into the mosque, I didn't find Islam...it found me." (Muhammad Ali)

Old Convo.

just log in on facebook & checking old conversations. berhubung facebook release new fitur. automatically saving all the conv, so its easier 4me to nostalgia-ing. Hhh....
suddenly.. old conv between me&him appears on da screen. & there's pieces of song lyric. AAAAh miss it so fuckin much! :'(

Every step you take

Every word you say

And every game you play

I'll be watching you'

Cause my love for you 

forever....

-----------

Cause my love for you

 forever, forever, forever, forever

Forever...

L-O-S-T

these feelings.. 

regrets-jealousy-heartache

mixed into one in my heart

I miss you, I lost you

yap. but I cant do anything

its all my fault, I know right what's my fault

I dont expect anything and I also dont want anything

it reasonable, if you hate me or dont want to know me anymore

I was wrong, I played with your love

then leave you for bad reason

I do wanna forget you but everythings around me reminds me abt you

too many memories abt us

*********

I dont care if you still like me or not

I dont care if you still love me or not

I dont care if you still want to be with me or not

I also dont care wether you care abt this or not!

I just want to throw away what I feel rytnow'

bcoz this's the only way to makes me feel better when no one can

but.. its my way..

maybe I was destined for this :''')

how does it feel to know I still want you?

move on!

semuanya berubah. ya semuanya emang seharusnya berubah. dan gua juga gak bisa terus-terusan diem dan gak ngelakuin perubahan apapun disaat semua yang ada di hidup gua berubah. udah saatnya gua maju. udah saatnya gua berfikir untuk masa depan. udah cukup banyak orang meragukan. udah cukup banyak orang meremehkan. hidup ini harus mengalir bro! gak selamanya gua dibawah terus cuma karena hal-hal yang seharusnya gak gua pikirin. saat ini, banyak hal yang harus dibenahi. udah cukup ya main-mainnya. sekarang udah masuk tahap yang lebih serius lagi.

SKUT

SKUT (Surat Kecil Untuk Tuhan): Rencananya gua sama temen-temen gua (Hadisty, Risjun, Denanda, Nanda, farahnd) mau nonton SKUT hari ini. Dan XX1 lippo ternyata hari ini dipenuhin sama abege abege sekolah yang ternyata pada mau nonton SKUT juga.

*Katanya SKUT filmnya keren banget, menyedihkan gitu, 1 studio pada nangis nontonnya, gua jadi penasaran sendiri*

Kita semua dateng lebih dulu dari jam buka XX1 dan ternyata didepan XX1 udah dipenuhin sama abege-abege yang mau nyerbu beli tiket nonton.

*Sebenernya gua rada kesel sih sama orang-orang yang kerja di dalem XX1, lenje banget udah tau antrian numpuk masih aja sempet cengar-cengir, makanin popcorn, ngobrol huh*

Pas pintu XX1 dibuka semuanya langsung nyerbuuuu.. dan yang keren si hadisty pas pintu belum dibuka dia ada di kerumunan paling belakang dan pas semua orang nyerbu dia jadi orang yang paling pertama mesen tiket. Haha entahlah mungkin dia punya kemampuan ajaib. Namanya juga bos masooooon. Haha.

******

Kita duduk di kursi D11-D16

-film diputar-

Dan emang filmnya itu sedih banget dan gua akuin emang keren. Bercerita tentang seorang gadis perempuan yang mengidap penyakit kanker yang tegar ngejalanin hidupnya dan sabar ngejalanin takdirnya. Beruntung dia ditemenin sama pacarnya yang selalu setia nemenin dia disaat-saat yang paling sulit dan sahabat-sahabatnya yang selalu ngasih dia semangat. Yang paling keren, sebelum dia meninggal dunia, dia nyatuin keluarganya yang ancur gara-gara orangtuanya. Yang paling tragis itu saat dia udah dinyatakan sembuh sama dokter dan  ga beberapa lama setelah itu dia kena kanker lagi. Perlahan-lahan rambutnya rontok sampe akhirnya botak. Parah banget.

Film ini emg menyentuh banget, wajar kalau penonton sampai nangis. Yaa tak terkecuali gua sama temen-temen gua ini.

Disamping kanan gua si Risjun, nangis sampe bener bener kedengeran suara, dia emang cengeng sih orangnya. Nonton film yang ga terlalu sedih aja nangis kejer gimana yang sedih h-h-a-aaa…

Disamping kiri gua, si Farahnd, dia juga nangis tapi jaim. ‘far lo nagis?’ ‘kaga ego, ini gua pilek’ *bohong abis*

Disamping kanan si risjun ada si Nanda, pedahal ini udah kedua kalinya dia nonton SKUT, tapi tetep aja dia nangis. Ini ngebuktiin kalau film SKUT ini emang menyentuh abis

Disamping kanan si nanda ada Hadisty, ini dia nih si koplak bener… dia nangis juga tapi disaat adegan di film lagi sedih-sedihnya, yang lain lagi pada terharu dan nangis, dia malah cengar-cengir tawa-tiwi ngeliatin yang nangis sambil nunjuk-nunjuk terus bilang ‘jhaaaaah, nangis, jhaaah kocak pada nangis’ -_______- berulang dia ngomong kaya gitu sambil ketawa bahagia. Hahahaha emang si koplak dia mah.

Disamping kiri farah nurul ada si Denanda, dia ga terlalu keliatan sih tapi yang pasti dia juga nangis.

Sehabis gua nonton ini gua ngambil kesimpulan, kalau ada orang yang nonton film ini dan ga nangis berarti gapunya hati haha.

*SKUT diambil dari kisah nyata.. dan gua bener-bener salut banget di dunia nyata bener-bener ada sosok seperti di film itu*

KRONIS day eveeeeeer! huh

Senin, 11 juli 2011: Hari ini adalah hari pertama gua sekolah. Yap kelas baru (science3) temen baru. Tapi hari ini bener-bener menyedihkan. Entahlah gua ngerasa hari ini bener-bener buruk! Hell!

Pertama, upacara pagi-pagi dan gua langsung dibentak sama mr.dauf, ah bener bener opening yang ancur banget di hari ini. otomatis mood rusak total!

Kedua, saat lagi upacara gua baru sadar kalau ternyata gua pake rok lama gua yang bolong, entahlah pedahal sebelum gua pake rok, gua udah bener-bener cek kalau rok yang gua pake bukan rok yang bolong. Tapi mungkin emang hari ini hari sial gua jadi yang gua pake malah rok bolong & yang paling bikin gua frustasi, ada yang bilang (entah siapa gua lupa) ‘jes lu ya ampun hari pertama masuk sekolah pake rok bolong’ anjriiiiiiiit kepercayaan diri langsung turun 99,9% setelah itu huh

Ketiga, gua pake tas merah yg mirip sama nurul (temen sekelas waktu kelas X). terus kenapa kalo mirip? Ya gua gamau laaah dibilang mirip. Entahlah tapi gua ga seneng aja gua dibilang mirip sama nurul tapi mungkin kalau gua dibilang mirip sama artis gua bakal seneng. Nah amsalahnya nurul itu bukan artis. Dulu waktu kelas X gua dibilang mirip sama dia karena model rambut gua sama nurul sama. Huh. ‘jes gue kira yg td jalan bareng disty itu nurul, taunya elo’ ‘jes lo apaansih pake tas merah kaya nurul’ ‘dih jessy tasnya samaan kaya nurul’ ‘dari tadi gua kira lo itu nurul jes, lagian lu pake tas kaya nurul’ anjriiiiiiiiit ke-oke-an turun 99,9%

Keempat, hari ini gua ke lippo, niat mau nonton SKUT (Surat Kecil Untuk Tuhan) *bagian ini juga punya cerita sendiri*. Lu bayangin:

Baju putih abu-abu + rok bolong + tas nurul >> lippo

Ke-kece-an turun 100% anjriiiiiiiiiiiiit!

Hari ini menyedihkan banget… ‘KRONIS’ bisa dibilang gitu…

Nyampe dirumah gua langsung taro rok bolong itu di tempat baju gak kepake dan tas ditempat terpisah supaya menghindari ke-KRONIS-an ini terulang kembali

Gak lagi lagi deh gua kaya gini. Memalukan!

X3 class separations

AAAAAAAA SEPARATIONS!!! X3 class separations on 20-21 june... gdbye ex3me
 # sma negeri 8 tangerang :')

R-E-A-D-Y-T-O-H-A-V-E-A-G-R-E-A-T-T-R-I-P! BLAH

beberapa foto saat perjalan berangkat ke Puncak :) 

suburnya bewok milik sang ketua kelas X3me uuuUU menyeramkan

sekitar jam (gua lupa tepatnya) x3me tiba di villa.... beres-beres, masuk kamar dan sebagai cewe normal, ya biasalah langsung ambil kamera uuuuuu....

beberapa foto para wanita x3me:D

sehabis itu main di taman belakang uuuuuu.. sekedar ngilangin bt..

sehabis itu ada kejadian ga kalahn serunya. proses penceburan ke kolam renang. berawal dari awal yang kalah karena main kartu 'tepok nyamuk' 

Karena warga X3me yang super iseng, penceburan pun berlanjut sampai hapir semua warga X3me nyemplung ke kolam
ADA-ADA AJA EX3ME

komuk oy komuk

MALAM PERPISAHAN

Si Ganteng dan Si Cantik dari X3me

semua masalah diselesaikan :')

CRZY

ini dia WALI KELAS tercinta, bundo 'MARYANI CHANIAGO'

X3me freemason

hahahaha.. look at our face.. :D 
berawal dari Hadisty Suci Miladry (ketua rusuh X3) iseng ngegambar lambang freemason di tangan dan akhirnya terjadilah kegilaan seperti ini :') 

Manda , Hadisty , Denanda , Rizkawl , Me , Nanda