Showing posts with label RandoM. Show all posts
Showing posts with label RandoM. Show all posts

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Interest-Losing.

Do you realize there are times in life that we lost interests with something that we usually love or like doing it. We don't mean to be like that, but one thing to another, it just the way it is. 

For example, it's almost already new year, I remember how I was really into waiting it a few years before. Because new year only comes once a year and absolutely because in a count of days after new year I'll be another years older. (January, 5th, Hehehe Happy Birthday Jess.) I could go to the market and pick every fireworks and squib I like. Go around the city, visit my big family, blow a trumpet, burn the squib with my brother and sister and the most wonderful moment is watching fireworks on the night sky. I enjoy every moment all the way it goes. I used to stay up late against boring time and sleepy eyes just because I don't wanna miss new year's eve celebrations. But now I think I have lost my interest in it. Well, not all, just some part of it.
 Another example is aerobics, I usually did aerobics at leasts twice a month, hehe. Actually I learnt about aerobics when I was on my last year at elementary school but it has becomes my routines since junior high school years and I still love doin' it till my second year at senior high school I guess. To me, aerobics is not always about gymnastic movements but more about health. Aerobics is the only kind of sports that I can do every time I want and I have an aerobics dvd from my pal. After my second year at high school over, I lost my appetite in it. Besides that, an accident that broke my heart that day(about aerobics groups for aerobics practice) + my aerobics dvd wasn't able to used anymore makes this situations more bad. Bad, but still, when I see aerobics movements, I do still have the love for it, just not as big as before. Another kind of interest-losing, perhaps.

Well, it just two examples of what happening to me in the current of time. It makes me realize that we do relly lost interests for a few things in life. I lost my interests for almost all holidays. Yap I know holidays are time to relaxing our minds and body, but only if it filled by pleasing activity of course. And the fact, as I grow up, my holidays kebanyakan boringnya, mpas!. Remember when we were little, we're eager and got very enthusiast about it. How about now? Not really into it? We don't feel those holiday spirit, do we? Is it because all the routinity so- called socializing, or work? Is it normal because we're growing up? Or are those things are just not really interesting anymore?
Well again, some people find new things that interests their life. And that's good, lose some and get some. But most important of all, we are the one who choose to lose interests in all of 'em. We got bored of all those things we used to love. We always find reason to leave them behind. From small reasons to the big ones. And sometimes I kinda missing all those things.

  • I never lost interest in swimming.
  • I never lost interest of travelling. I hope someday I could go to the top of a mountain, again.
  • I never lost interest in knowing something new.
  • I never lost interest of kepo-ing all about "Him"
Quote:
"No one could loses anything because no one really owns anything."

Thursday, July 5, 2012

new post after looooong time.

O O ASTAGA. Udah berapa lama gue gak ngepost. Lama banget. Mungkin.. Mungkin aja ada pengunjung setia blog gue yg kecewa gak ada newest post di blog gue ini. Yaudah jadi intinya sekarang setelah sekian lama, modem gue baru di isi pulsa lagi, dan gue baru bisa online via web lagi sekarang. Too many story that I wanna tell. mungkin gak penting sih buat readers blog ini, tapi ya this is my online diary jadi ya karena ini gue publikasikan equals hal2 yg di publish disini bukan privacy. Like usual, check this point out.
#1st Randomly, gue keki. 
Keinget ada orang sensi sama gue gara-gara gue bilang "Bukannya sok pinter atau gimana tapi serius grammar lo itu salah tau" eh dia sewot, jawab "Yaelah emang kalo bahasa inggris itu harus bener-bener ikutin aturannya. He probably don't understand. Jadi percuma lah argue sama dia-_- lagian masa I am feel very hungry, I want to eaten all the food. -______-
#2nd Thank Allah. Naik ke kelas 12 IPA 3 
dengan semua nilai naik dan peringkat naik sudah cukup menyenangkan. tinggal saatnya study hard, work hard. tantangan lebih sulit sudah di depan mata. semoga pencapaian luar biasa bisa diraih nantinya. Amin ya Allah.
#3rd Siapa sih yang gatau kalo giue itu super teledor. 
Dari dulu aja gue selalu kehilangan barang-barang dari yg berharga banget sampe yang biasa aja, dari yang cukup besar sampe yang kecil banget. Pokoknya kalau udah ada di tangan gue, dan lengah dikit pasti ilang. Dan once more, gue kehilangan satu lagi hal penting dan berharga. Di Maliboro, Dompet dan ada uangnya. nyesek banget :(
Sebetulnya banyak banget cerita... tapi gue males karena kebanyakan :p segitu ajadeh.

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Cayo! Reach For The Sky!

Tue, 4/17/2012. today, second day, selamat berjuang untuk para senior yang mau-tidakmau siap-tidaksiap harus fighting, face out da national-exams. and me? as a junior, 11grade hanya mampu mengirimi doa:'' Cayooooo..... Celamat berjuang kaka kaka :*
tidak terasa bung, tahun depan ujian nasional gantian. menunggu, perang! apa daya meski masih lama, rasa takut sudah menghantui. apalagi......PTN??!! Gosh, for da 2nd time, I feel so nerveos and afraid to face an entrance qualification. masih lama sih tapi kalau gak diperhitungkan jauh-jauh hari bisa meninggal di dekat-dekat hari (apasih-_-) tapi ini serius huh. gotta prepare myself!
kalo lagi begini lirik lagu yang pas ya Reach For The Sky by Sarah Geronimo

"Reach for the sky
Dream and aim high
I won’t anybody turn my spirit down
Whatever it takes
I’ll stand on my faith
I’ll never stop until i reach the sky
I know my dreams will happen, i can fly
I’ll reach for the sky"

Sunday, August 28, 2011

RandomQuestions!

1. is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
- yap.
2. what would your parents have named you if you were born the opposite sex?
- I never asked
3. do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
- yap
4. rent a movie or go to movies?
- go to movies
5. are you good at hiding your feelings?
- yap. sometimes
6. who do you want to kiss?
- my true love
7. how did you feel when you woke up today?
- hoam... still sleepy
8. how long does it take you in the shower?
- 25'
9. if you could change your eyes color, what would you change it to?
- brown
10. if you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be?
- french
11. are you proud of the person you've become?
- not really
12. could you go the rest of your life without smoking weed?
- yap. I hate cigarettes
13. has anyone said they love you in the last week?
- nope. ha. kinda pathetic
14. what are your plans for tomorrow?
- nothing
15. have you ever broken someone's heart?
- yap. sorry :(
16. how fast does your mood change?
- in a blink
17.do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
- yaaaa, miss it sooo mucccch!
18. are you a heart breaker?
- HAHA! yap I am
19. who can make you feel better in a difficult situation?
-my God
20. what are you doing right now?
-typing

Sunday, May 1, 2011

some part of my big family

 he is my cousin. now.. he was in boarding school at east java.
he is funny, kind, and also care..i only met him once AFTER 6 MONTHS!!! huh I really miss him
this photo taken by my young brotha farid darmawan in the ice world.

Hahahaha cute one :) she is really greedy~ huuu

he is my ygbrotha farid darmawan. haha I always got war with him. 
& sometimes ended up with me crying over that war huh-_________-
many people said that my brother really handsome and looks like justin bieber
lol~